All these things I’ve never said,
And I can’t look into your eyes
And repeat the same old lies
The lock to my heart is getting rusty,
These lies are falling apart, getting so dusty,
The truth just keeps on shining brighter,
So I have to try harder, hold on tighter
I just can’t let it out
But it’s all I want to shout
When I look at you,
I want to tell you it’s true
I know you’ll be really mad
I love you; I know it’s bad
I love you, I can’t help it
So before you have a fit
Tell me, do you hate me?
Your beautiful face is all I see
And, honestly, I’d do anything
For these lovely feelings you bring
I can take rejection,
I fell for your perfection,
Guess big mistakes require big corrections,
But I still want you to know of my affections
I can stand this ache, I’ll pull through heartbreak
But here’s the one thing I can’t take
Remember, if you blame me for this state:
It never was my choice, I can’t control fate
When little, I thought I had it all,
I thought that it would last for evermore,
So I’d stop and stare, waste it and just stall,
Of immortality I was so sure
Didn’t know that it was leaving, slipping away,
Didn’t know that I had to try and hold on,
Didn’t think we’d ever stop the usual play,
Didn’t care for the scenic passing of dawn
But now it’s gone forever, somehow just lost,
Slipped away unknowingly when I turned around,
It was precious, and now I feel the cost,
Because it’s gone, never again to be found
It’s not coming back and sometimes I cry
For memories and wishes of time gone by
I thought that it would last for evermore,
So I’d stop and stare, waste it and just stall,
Of immortality I was so sure
Didn’t know that it was leaving, slipping away,
Didn’t know that I had to try and hold on,
Didn’t think we’d ever stop the usual play,
Didn’t care for the scenic passing of dawn
But now it’s gone forever, somehow just lost,
Slipped away unknowingly when I turned around,
It was precious, and now I feel the cost,
Because it’s gone, never again to be found
It’s not coming back and sometimes I cry
For memories and wishes of time gone by