I have 9 beautiful cats that have rehomed as no one else would have they are my best friends they are all neutered and are indoor cats are very happy my family say I am a bit potty for having them but there well looked after.

I admire you for your love & compassion! Just this week I adopted 2 cats only HOURS before they were going to be killed at the NYC ACC. You are dong fine - don't let anyone tell you differently!
If you need advice there are HUGE animal rescue groups on Facebook. If you are on FB, start friending people & you can ask advice there. I bet someone can help!

You are a caring and responsible pet owner, should be more like you. I love my cats too - they r part of the family.